Was reading my storybook and listening to music at 2.30am.
I dont know how to describe it,
this immense feeling of sadness just came over me,
for no reason,
the story,
and the unnerving song
made me just feel like crying.
Messaged Jianlun,
his reply was calming,
yet i keep feeling this Sadness in me
I turned off my music, closed my book.
Turned out the lights,
tried to sleep,
but the music was there,
and it feels like your heart is getting broken,
the feeling of stabbing knives in your heart
I cried, then
into my pillow.
Never have i ever cried this hard for no reason before.
Im Sorry