Just Talked on Facebook with my Pri School classmate.
Turns out, he dint take his O'levels.
Thats because he moved to Melbourne...
and he dosent have his O levels.
Next major exam? in two years. Something like out A levels.
Then he'll go on to university.
Subjects hes taking this year?
English, Math, Chinese, Psychology, History.
Lols, they also have all the other weird subjects like Sports Science.

Strike one for english exam.
I wrote on Question 3...lol
if you dont know what it is,
chec ur own paper.
Dont be lazy.

People who avoid me, are not worthy of me.

On thursday, i lost the trust of my dear friend.

5 days to O levels,
Frankly, im stressed to the core.
Yet i still spend time playing.
Monday,
supposed to meet zhuoning at the bus stop at her house at 11am.
I reached at around 10am, and got myself lost walking around the place...
ended up calling her to check where i was.
Reached her house at 10.40am, she was watching Princess Protection Programme with her bro. My first impression of her bro? terrible
She ended up watching the show till 11.50am, while i watched it and did some phy papers...
then we went to taman jurong mcdonalds to have lunch, and started doing some work.
She complained it was cold, even tho she had her jacket. Lol
So she wanted to go to the cc nearby, since her bro just completed PSLE and got his friends over at his home making noise...
The cc study room was extremely quiet....too quiet infact. But at least i got my work done.
Then we went back to her house...omg. her bro plays dota the whole day...
Zhuoning then played the piano, grade 3 i think. I only knew Fur Elise.
[Fur Elise tells a story to me. . . everytime I listen to it, I think of a life story of love. lol Maybe its just me.]

My mind is in such a whirl since the past 6 hours.
I cant think straight.
I dont even bother about the fagging O levels anymore.
It just isnt right.
Doing so many things,
in such a short period of time,
is driving me Nuts! NUTS!
Expecting me to get it right the first time,
Knowing that it is impossible,
Its not OKAY!
Im on the verge of pulling out my hair,
on the verge of breaking down emotionally.
Only now i understand what people mean by REGRET
Turning back time dosent matter anymore,
if i COULD! i would go back 4 fagging years and go t some other school where THIS is not happening,
right now, right here.