My mind is in such a whirl since the past 6 hours.
I cant think straight.
I dont even bother about the fagging O levels anymore.
It just isnt right.
Doing so many things,
in such a short period of time,
is driving me Nuts! NUTS!
Expecting me to get it right the first time,
Knowing that it is impossible,
Its not OKAY!
Im on the verge of pulling out my hair,
on the verge of breaking down emotionally.
Only now i understand what people mean by REGRET
Turning back time dosent matter anymore,
if i COULD! i would go back 4 fagging years and go t some other school where THIS is not happening,
right now, right here.