This morning at school,
Helped 4/3 arrange the tables back to their places...
when i was putting back one of the collapsible doors,
someone else use another and accidentally closed it on me...
now the 4 fingers are hurting haha...

Leon said his table got 2more spaces not filed up,
so he asked if jianlun and i wanted to take it...
Jianlun's not going already,
so i asked jingyu instead...
end up she already got a table for 5 girls...lol

Its damn hard to choose, being with one friend? or the other?
How do i put it?
i kept thinking the whole day...
came home,
and minyi told me something about 17/20 seats?
i wasn't sure.

Messaged leon just now,
told him i'll join his table.
Now theres this feeling of uneasiness in me,
from the time i pressed that send button.
I dont know what makes me like this...
maybe its being the only 4/4 in a group of 4/3 people?
If not, maybe its because of you.
Or what you did, no?
I dint even understand why no one called me at first
Then suddenly, poof?
i am stuck between two friends.

How the hell am i supposed to decide,
and no, it does not make me feel better if u ask me to go join them lar
Not even related to the question