Something happened today.
Right after walking out of school,
Right after finishing my game of chess with Jianlun and OZY.

I called you.
Why did you say what you said?
Why must your attitude be like that?
I thought you could help me.
I thought...

You dont know how i feel, do you?
Can you look me in the eye and tell me that you understand me?
Know what i do at home?
Know what time i reach school?
Know which subjects are my favourite?
NO!

When is the last time you messaged me just because you felt like it?
When is the last time you told me good morning? Good afternoon? Good night?
When is the last time you replied my message?
When is the last time you called me, and told me that you wanted me to be with you when you were alone?

As soon as i heard you, i could feel the distance between us.
I asked myself, why even bother?
You dont understand me anymore,
you dont care
you dont give a shit
So why should i?

Called a girl, she was understanding,
she listened
she heard me out
and she gave me a promise.

Have you ever done that before?
no.

Came home,
whacked my cupboard,
whacked the wall,
smashed my clock,(kidding)
felt really bad about what i did,
but you dont care,
do you?