K.
to mingrui(if u can even find this blog)-

Goodbye. Cya. Muacks. Sayonara. I wont miss you.
Why? because mingrui is -Censored Courtesy of Sir Clement- LOL!
There are people saying that he could be joining
-Choir
-Band
-Interactive Technology Club

So people from these CCAs dont be depressed if he does join...im not complaining about it. It makes my life a hell lot better. But he still sits infront of me in class. Fook.
I should have considered opting into 3/3 class right? Some people from 3/4 seriously sucks. I wont mention names but i think u guys can guess by now, who the hell is making so much trouble. Even giving rubbish comments in class. Even when the teacher asked him to stop like 6 times already.
Still 3/3 has HIM.
I dont know who is worse, HIM or Mingrui.
I guess i chose 3/4 because i did not understand mingrui as much as i do now. When i saw the class list got mingrui there, i was surprised yes and disliked him. Now i HATE him. Also maybe i stayed in 3/4 coz of Jianlun , Jingyu , Pekko and Shiahleei.
I dont really know alot of people from 3/3.
+ i dislike leon. to me, he likes showing off. and i hate people who show off.

Now its 9.45PM. People online in MSN are
-CHRISTINA
-ilX
-ggreen
-Nicol
-EZ
-Divesh
-Jason
-Jingyu
-Plant Freak Vanq
-Atiqah
-Sam Yogen

Hell, i dont know who to speak to. I just want _______ to come online and speak to me.

Yea, its EXCRUCIATINGLY PAINFUL. Like someone you loved took a spear and drove it through your heart. Many of you dont know what happened. Only like... 3 people know the whole damn story. Fook.

9.51PM
I am bored. Wont anyone speak to me? Wont anyone help me cure the pain? Wont anyone help me take my mind off things? Help me solve this issue?

Now, still listening to Leave it all to me by Miranda Cosgrove.
Super nice music =) I know all the lyrics by heart already...haha

Jianlun asked me last year. What is the best way to end your life?
1)bang by lorry
2)Jump into the reservoir
3)Strangle yourself
4)hanging

I duno...maybe i choose option 5)Let my heart bleed to death.

9.57PM
Im getting bored, so are you.
Ah i remembered something, the choir was singing at the study corner on friday.
Nice singing.
The song is My Love Will Get You Home by Christine Glass.
I like the lyrics... =D

9.59PM
Can anyone tell me over MSN or through the chatbox?

Am i unable to make my own decisions?
Do i trust people too much?
Do i deserve all that is happening?
Why am i failing both in my love life and my studies?
Why cant i deal with my own problems?

Ok. Really hope u people can answer me these questions