Ok, so now is Friday and i got loads of time to do whatever i want.
Nothing much happened at school for me today. Except that pekhua wanted to eat stacy's skittles-.-

Den during sci lesson halfway got the fire alarm. I thought it would be a short interruption but turned out to be idiotic. It took until 12.45pm den we got released.
Waste of our time! Also cannot do CDP skit.

Now,i already have difficulty seeing from the back of the class. You all want to gather in the middle of the class is fine with me. This is also causing a problem to me. More and more people are blocking my view. As soon as i can concentrate, someone has to block me or interrupt me. How am i to study this way? I don't like my seat and i don't really mind sitting infront of the class to be able to concentrate. My studies are worse than everyone.

So, Ying Tong was the only person who nvr take her bag from the class. I, being responsible and good, help to pack her bag and bring down her stuff haha. (I was joking abt the part where i am responsible and good.) Her bag duno why turned out to be much heavier than mine. Either that or im becoming weaker.
Talked to pek hua on the bus 176. He suggested i give kisses to val=X I really duno what to do. Disappoint valerie or disappoint my close friends by ignoring them?
Can someone tell me what should i do?

Alighted from bus 188 and walked home. I realised that unlike other days, 2pm+ in that area should be with many students going home. Today, however, the whole street was almost deserted and i saw only about 10ppl on the way home. I feel so lonely. Listening to my music makes me cut off from the outside surroundings. I cant hear whats happening...Am i doing the right thing? I just feel like crying after being this lonely. Without friends, life is boring. I won't feel right.

Am i still close to you as before? Did i distant myself from you or is it the other way? I am trying to think but you won't confide in me. Either i don't deserve your trust or you just won't trust me. I miss those days when we walked together, chat together and shared each other's burden. I miss the days where we would sit together on the see-saw and laugh at what happens. Am i still close to you?